I hate my job

It's finally gotten to me. In my last couple posts I noted some of the crap I deal with at work. But in the past couple days, it really has gotten to me.

I hate my job.

If we could afford for me to quit, I would. I've been looking for something new, but I haven't had any luck. I don't want to be a stay-at-home mom, but right now, I would take that over this job. At least I love my daughter.

At work I'm am undervalued, underappreciated and underpaid. There is no incentive for me even to do my job well anymore.

The worst of it is that the job is causing me to take it out on everyone I care about. I use the last of my patience on the baby and then lose it with everyone else. I'm tired. I miss my daughter. I just really hate being at work now.

There doesn't seem to be a way out. We need the money. And the economy sucks so much that I can't find something else. I'm spinning in a whirlpool I can't escape.